fucking happiness...fucking happiness...fucking happiness.
have you ever woken up and realized that there is NOTHING wrong?

i know this isn't what people want to hear around here but it happens. i'm sure that soon something will fall apart and that i will be that sad boy again. but right now, i live in the most amazing house i have ever lived in...in los angeles...i have finished the best record i have ever recorded and am waiting to hear from labels. my friends, the ones i really care about, are all moving here or have just moved here. i have the most fascinating, sweet and beautiful girlfriend. she has the coolest loft for us to hang out in when i get tired of my amazing house. and today i got a job at a photography studio. a job with people i like doing something that i like. no more retail. no more restaurants. more MONEY.

sometimes i dread the moment when it all collapses (again). but, today i am just letting the happiness take control. i'm going to celebrate my new job by eating some tomato soup with B and kissing the night away.

ask me tomorrow...