it's time to change. it's time to get brave. say goodbye to the job. say hello to freelance. bust my ass to pay the bills but do it my way. i'm not sure that this is a workable plan but i'm gonna try it. she makes me stronger. she makes me hate all the ropes and traps even more. the nausea seems stronger in contrast to the magic. when i wake up next to her my chest hurts. love seems to manifest as a physical creature trying to leave my body and get into hers. then i go to that place and it is sucked away. it dissolves all that is good about los angeles. i am not going back when i return from the rain lands. we are a gang...and we will kick your ass.
louise:
i'm very shy 