she asked me if there was anything else that i wanted to tell her and i wanted to tell her everything. i just couldn't figure out how to phrase it all in syllables that sounded sweet. so i tried to kiss her. she shook and smiled and whispered about butterflies. we did absolutely nothing until 5am. i was sad to see the sun coming up and the airport calling. i'll call tonight and hope that she answers with that soft accent.
slow...slow...slow is sweet. i forgot about that feeling.
ps...she agrees that we should take drugs together.
slow...slow...slow is sweet. i forgot about that feeling.
ps...she agrees that we should take drugs together.
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never say die my friend. if she feels the same about you as you do about her, you'll find a way to make it work. if now, live in the moment, and enjoy knowing that you life has a purpose and meaning, even if its temporary. as for me....i dont know what to say. the past 5 days of my life have been: wakeup, eat, starting drinking cofee, takes pills to help me focus, work like a maniac non-stop until 3am, try to sleep. and so on. its made me really mentally frayed, and i feel all melancholy. i've kinda lost sight of why i'm doing all this, and why i should even bother anymore. i havent spoken to anybody in a couple days, and i've been listening to depressing music the whole time, which hasnt really helped. i just need something to motivate me to get out of bed in the morning that isnt a deadline or the fear of failure.