stillifegaijin

i have seen the ghost of HER future. i'm at work. i looked up and standing next to the valentine's cards was a woman in her forties (?)...she was tiny...wearing HER shoes and HER pants...similiar features and hair, etc...my stomach dropped and nausea set it. i thought of the future we've lost. i turned for a moment to put something away and when i turned back she was gone. i have searched the store but i'm wondering if she was ever really there...

i'm also wondering if SHE is still wearing those shoes i bought for her in europe...'the make up artist' will be finished this weekend.