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stillifegaijin

it was a little suburb in florida but now it's atlanta.

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Sunday Jan 18, 2004

Jan 18, 2004
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i'm changing journals too fast for even my friends to see them...this is just becoming therapy...

ok..today i am frightened...i think i have some electrical curse. two days ago i came home from work and turned on the light in my living room...it's sort of a space ship looking light fixture attached to the ceiling...ok..it turned on then immediately burnt out and fell from the ceiling...it is now a space ship hanging from two wires in the living room waiting for an electrician...ok...so, the landlord says that the light bulb is some extended life flourescent that isn't really supposed to burn out...but it did...and fell...

part two...last night after eating at RFD my headlights stopped working on my car...one wouldn't open and neither turned on...once the passenger side opened and the other didn't they just stuck there...couldn't get one to open or the other to close and neither to turn on...maybe a bad fuse...maybe a fucked motor?? this morning i got up and tried to check out the fuses and possibly venture to pep boys...but, the damn car won't start...tried to jump it off asdassa's car but nothing...dead...getting it towed to the mechanic tomorrow.

part three...sweeping this morning...turn on light in my bedroom...same long life flourescent space ship as the living room...POP...it fucking burnt out. it did not fall from the cieling...which is damn good...but i guess i'll be using candles tonight.

my car is dead and two lights that aren't suppossed to burn out have done so. i am frightened to turn on my recording gear to finish my vocals...i could die or worse...my computer could die...what do i do??

ps...i am really enjoying 103.1...i actually hooked the antenna up to my home stereo to listen to the radio. i never do that...but hey, they played 405 by DCFC earlier.
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stillifegaijin:
they played 'photobooth' a couple hours later...

i just spent all night gauging my eyes out trying to sing 'judas, yesenia' then rearanging the song and trying again...and over and over...fucker...i'm still not happy with it...i decided not to re-sing 'drug doctor'...the whole damn song is differant but the original vocal still sounds really good. if only i could sing the fucking new songs. i'm scared.
Jan 18, 2004
pezboy7416:
why are you scared of something you've created that's giving you trouble?.....you own it, you control, it'll come. don't rush/push it to come out. when you're ready you'll fucking rip it out like it's nothing. if i have faith/belief in anything it's your abilities.
Jan 20, 2004

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