stillifegaijin

cherry coloured funk...it's sort of beautiful to be as sad as i am. a friend says, "you are so lucky that you are capable of loving as much as you do"...am i? lucky that i am capable of being destroyed by my love. yes...to know the greatest heights is to be able to plunge to the lowest depths. i live in LA and i can't even see the light most days. but i feel the warmth. i walk around in a daze and wait for my life to be reborn. maybe i'm no pheonix. maybe i just burnt out...she torched me.