morning again...
people spend a lot of time making it hard to connect themselves to anything. bouncing around in limbo and crying ourselves to sleep.
she doesn't want to go to london without me but she couldn't come to LA with me...??...
the awkward gestures of interest are what causes the other one to find herself accidentally on "dates" with people she thought were friends...
and then there is me. looking for the next perfection. and if it's not better than the last, why bother?? shoot myself in the foot. drudge up old insecurities. make that 2:30am phone call back to my lost home where it's 5:30am and everyone is asleep.
cry myself to sleep.
but it's morning again and i'm back on my feet and online and in the studio. work on music. go see cursive. pretend you don 't need anyone anymore.
people spend a lot of time making it hard to connect themselves to anything. bouncing around in limbo and crying ourselves to sleep.
she doesn't want to go to london without me but she couldn't come to LA with me...??...
the awkward gestures of interest are what causes the other one to find herself accidentally on "dates" with people she thought were friends...
and then there is me. looking for the next perfection. and if it's not better than the last, why bother?? shoot myself in the foot. drudge up old insecurities. make that 2:30am phone call back to my lost home where it's 5:30am and everyone is asleep.
cry myself to sleep.
but it's morning again and i'm back on my feet and online and in the studio. work on music. go see cursive. pretend you don 't need anyone anymore.
Are you on Friendster? I don't really understand it. I guess you got to really put yourself out there to make new friends. So far I am just sending messages to my already friends. Talk to you soon.