Monday Oct 20, 2003

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morning...my new morning plan. wake up early (9am) and work on the record before work.

i used to not be capable of getting up early. i would get nauseus and depressed and need to go back to sleep. now i seem to feel best in the morning...something about the LA morning?? something about getting old??

now i just hope i don't get up and sink more hours into SG instead of the studio.
franandzooey:
I did the opposite and went for the SG marathon. I got so tired (or lazy) I started leaving comments for myself by mistake. I even got caught. Monday, ugh. I am ditching school to go to the movies with my mom though so it is not so bad. Have a swell day! f&z. miao!!
jlowe:

i do feel the urge to leave portland....
but i can't justify it without a set job there

(ie., working for a national recognized leader of entertainment in Portland, well paid, able to make short films and music videos on the side while building an impressive reel.... VS.... leaving security aside, joining the ranks with 100s of other people doing the same thing I'm doing but better, having to get a shit ass job, and being broke).


THE ANSWER?

I think my work is done in Portland when I have an amazing fucking reel. And it might not take much longer.

I'm not sure.

I'm not sure about a lot of things.

I'm ready for massive success...but am I willing to pay my dues?

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