i hate who i am. i hate who you are even more.
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passing thoughts...
my thoughts have passed. i woke up with that alone and nauseus feeling. like tomorrow just isn't going to happen. like crying into pillows. only i'm not alone. i've had this feeling on random mornings since i was a child. it never goes away. 'the simple pain of living'
yesterday B and i talked about the things we don't talk to people about....
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my thoughts have passed. i woke up with that alone and nauseus feeling. like tomorrow just isn't going to happen. like crying into pillows. only i'm not alone. i've had this feeling on random mornings since i was a child. it never goes away. 'the simple pain of living'
yesterday B and i talked about the things we don't talk to people about....
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happy birthday olive.
cupidvalentino:
hey man,
long time no post. good to see ur back on sg nowadays, but unfortunantley im on my way out. hope everything is well with you an all.
cheers
long time no post. good to see ur back on sg nowadays, but unfortunantley im on my way out. hope everything is well with you an all.
cheers
pezboy7416:
so what the fuck?....not gonna post any passing thoughts anymore?.....
a. loved her first cd she said more than any cd she's ever been given.....
quote"the sounds of the music can't stop the beating of my heart"....i'm on fucking cloud 35 right now!!!!
woo.hoo.
how are you? love you!
a. loved her first cd she said more than any cd she's ever been given.....
quote"the sounds of the music can't stop the beating of my heart"....i'm on fucking cloud 35 right now!!!!
woo.hoo.
how are you? love you!
i'm back...they got me. new mary set! a new deal. who can say no? now B and i can look at girls together. hot.
pezboy7416:
heh.....smiles come easier again.
i'm outta here...love you all. good-fuckin-bye.
well, i wish i had something real to say. i wish that my usual existential collapses and fits of nausea were more important these days. but the sad truth is that EVERYTHING in my life is washed out by the fact that i am stupid ass in love. sorry kids. love happens. it's real and it turns you into a dumb ass hopless wanna be...
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pezboy7416:
married sound like a different person...but it makes me smile.
and see that there's so much more to everything than we can ever see at one time.
love love love......!
and see that there's so much more to everything than we can ever see at one time.
love love love......!
what the fuck happened to heather? how can someone with a lifetime membership not be active? i'm starting to doubt this place.
so my new job invlolves doing touch-ups on headshots in photoshop. i see this site differently now...i see faces differently now. is anything or anyone real anymore?
i look at the lines on B's face and i think that i would never erase them...ever. i love that she looks human.
stop erasing who you are.
i look at the lines on B's face and i think that i would never erase them...ever. i love that she looks human.
stop erasing who you are.
louise:
oi! sorry. i'm entirely not cool when it comes to making arrangements to hang-out with people. sorry again.
fucking happiness...fucking happiness...fucking happiness.
have you ever woken up and realized that there is NOTHING wrong?
i know this isn't what people want to hear around here but it happens. i'm sure that soon something will fall apart and that i will be that sad boy again. but right now, i live in the most amazing house i have ever lived in...in los angeles...i have...
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have you ever woken up and realized that there is NOTHING wrong?
i know this isn't what people want to hear around here but it happens. i'm sure that soon something will fall apart and that i will be that sad boy again. but right now, i live in the most amazing house i have ever lived in...in los angeles...i have...
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yeah. so i'm back from portland. what a depressing place...but i have brought back the GL3 with me. the gang is growing. we're going to kick your ass.
i quit postal works so you cats are gonna have to hope for the best with getting your SG mail.
i'm still in love and it's making THEasdassa fucking sick.
i quit postal works so you cats are gonna have to hope for the best with getting your SG mail.
i'm still in love and it's making THEasdassa fucking sick.
pezboy7416:
Theasdassa will have it too!...he's just quiet so it takes longer to get the point across.........he's got it.....he'll have it.
have i ever seen anything as beautiful as her in the morning?
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pezboy7416:
no. and you won't again so take care of her. i mean it!
happy for you and her and me......love is a wonderful thing...even when youre experiencing the rays from someone elses happiness.
happy for you and her and me......love is a wonderful thing...even when youre experiencing the rays from someone elses happiness.
cupidvalentino:
well you said it better then me. my opinion is enjoy the feeling and don't think to hard about where the relationship might be going, because i guess you cannever tell where love (can i call it that?) will take you 
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it's time to change. it's time to get brave. say goodbye to the job. say hello to freelance. bust my ass to pay the bills but do it my way. i'm not sure that this is a workable plan but i'm gonna try it. she makes me stronger. she makes me hate all the ropes and traps even more. the nausea seems stronger in contrast...
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louise:
i'm very shy 
How have ya' been? How's the band???
all of these questions i'm spewing forth
out of my eyes my ears into your arms, i know it's alot to hold
there's just too many problems, with everything i know
and yes i do still want to save them all, from themselves
and no i don't know why, probably something to do
with the cross the doves and the thorny crown
that's been pressed onto my head from the time that i could read and taught to live my life to be what he was to them
they tell me now that they didn't know what to do
and i heard them say that no they don't know if it's all true
all i know is that i'm trying to only focus on the ones who i love and it sometimes feels so hard to keep pushing myself
when i feel so out of touch from all i knew from all i had
from the echo's and honda's, vw's and 2 dollar burittos
to the best friend i've ever known and only one i love
these invisible wires we try to scream through
to tell of all our pains and joys are growing so thin
and it's starting to scare the life out of me
i just hope when the day comes for my journey to the west
that it'll still be there all that we've had but put on hold
while we're both trying to prove ourselves to ourselves.