stillboy

This is the third post of mine lately...
im sorry mom...
im sorry god...
went to the bar tonight, and i felt i was missing a piece of me. cause she was not there. I wanna stab a pedophile in the face. im sick. im twisted. i have a cold black heart, im sad, im broken.

i tried to walk home. i felt bad, my friends are good, they picked me up.

i got drunk.

im sorry mom.
im sorry god.

post please..........................i feel lost