Fuckity fuck fuck fuck.
Why is this world so fucking wretched?
Why does the kind, caring, loving God I was raised to believe in seem to turn a blind eye to all the fucking horrible shit that happens to amazing people?
Why can't I help? I fucking hate feeling helpless, especially when I see someone that I so horribly and totally in love with in so much pain.
So, she's gonna start taking the meds, and hopefully they won't turn her into a zombie. Hopefully they will help, and things will get better for her.
Why is it that I complained about feeling so emotionally dead for two years? I fucking hate feeling.
Why is this world so fucking wretched?
Why does the kind, caring, loving God I was raised to believe in seem to turn a blind eye to all the fucking horrible shit that happens to amazing people?
Why can't I help? I fucking hate feeling helpless, especially when I see someone that I so horribly and totally in love with in so much pain.
So, she's gonna start taking the meds, and hopefully they won't turn her into a zombie. Hopefully they will help, and things will get better for her.
Why is it that I complained about feeling so emotionally dead for two years? I fucking hate feeling.
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and i send my best wishes...whatever the matter is...