This is my first journal entry and boy is it a WHOPPER!!
My girl is leaving me and refuses to give me any real answer. I think that she might be cheating on me or wants to cheat on me and feels guilty about it. It's really hard when you feel like that you put so much into a relationship and all you get in return is heart-ache and grief.
I'm no angel and I have my fair share of flaws, but all she can say is that she has fallen out of love.
I hope that there is someone out there who might have some input.
My girl is leaving me and refuses to give me any real answer. I think that she might be cheating on me or wants to cheat on me and feels guilty about it. It's really hard when you feel like that you put so much into a relationship and all you get in return is heart-ache and grief.
I'm no angel and I have my fair share of flaws, but all she can say is that she has fallen out of love.
I hope that there is someone out there who might have some input.
I have to comment b/c I think you may be assuming it's about a another man. If this is the case, it more than likely has nothing to do with someone else. I think it's a guy thing b/c most normal chicks aren't looking for a replacement. The issue is between the 2 people & that's what she's trying to work out. It may be even just as difficult for her as it is for you. She's just been thinking about it & wrestling with it for so long that it's a relief to finally have it out in the open. For now enjoy the little things & review what's happened in the past few years. You're about to become a new person & although scary it can also be exhilerating & you see life in a new light.
I'm sorry, I'm going thru something similiar. If there is anything left to hold on to, go for it. Keep your chin up baby!