stevesod

Hi everyone,
I've been going through a lot of crap the past couple of months so I haven't been able to post in a while. I miss you all.
I'm in the process of moving to another house so I won't have internet access until the beginning of next month (I'm using my sister-in-law's computer right now).
I miss and love you all and I'll...
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Ya know, I really hate everything about my life sometimes...

Good God.
There's just something wrong with starting work at 4:30am.
My baby (doggie) isn't even awake to go for a walk. And she's usually prepared to go for a walk at any given moment... but right now she's passed out on the bed (like I should be). Bless her little heart.
I have to find another job, though, otherwise I'll never get back to...
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Hi everyone,
Sorry for the my lack of posts lately. Going through a "nobody loves me" point in my life and I'm trying to dig myself out of that hole.
More later.
Love to all.

In Freyja's name we post,
Steve

Ugh, good God. Well, I went to the orientation for my new job, and my first night is tonight. 10pm to 6am. And I could not hardly sleep all day today. I think if my body knows that I'm really TRYING to go to sleep then it refuses. It's really vindictive. *smirk* I'm going to be hurting SO bad when I go to work in...
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Oomph... what is it about me and headaches lately? Have one tonight too.
I finally got a call back about a job. Have to go to an orientation on Wednesday evening for an overnight stocker position. It's probably going to suck ass, but at least I'll be able to save up money to move back to Austin. I'll still be a billion miles away from...
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Good grief. I've been away from SG too long. Logged on right now and almost got lost. Heh. I've been on a few job interviews lately but nothing's become of them, yet. Still hate where I'm at. Still trying to find almost anything so I can start to save every penny to move back to Austin. Although Freyja still lives in New York... DAMMIT! I...
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Joy.
Well, the environment I'm living in keeps getting more fucked up by the day, so I've reached the conclusion that I'm going to have to put off my years-long desire to return to school, so I can find out a way to move back to Austin, before I end up beating the shit out of my mom's husband. It's a very difficult situation when...
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Pfft. Please forgive my slight delay in journal entires as of late; I'm trying to figure out how to (barely) tolerate the piece of shit that my mother married...

P.P.S. There's a cricket. In my bedroom closet. Somewhere. He's been there since last night singing quite happily, but I have to admit that I cringe when thinking about another night of him singing all night long. But it's nice out here in a small town. Sometimes, I guess. There are lots of pretty deer that come into the back yard; I feed them deer...
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P.S. I missed the hell out of Freyja, then again, who doesn't?

Blah.

I'm back. Without a vengeance or a clue.
Anybody notice I was gone?

Here I am in a different town about 90 minutes away from my old town, bored off my caboose.