[written at work]
You know, it kind of pissed me off when Tubbs said it was time for me to "grow up" because I made light of smashing my thumb (which he compared to joking about rape, death, and child molestation). But now, it's that same attitude that he takes with me that is starting to really piss me off. I'm almost twenty three years old. I have gone through a lot, even in my teens, that have made me grow up - and it's those same things that taught me to laugh and smile in the face of pain, stress, and fear. Someone like Tubbs the Third will not understand that. That some people handle things differently for a reason. Or that, as a Buddhist, I will laugh and smile and keep a light heart no matter what.
jim works through every break. Well, the two fifteens and usually at least part of lunch. That's just lame. Dude needs to learn to chill out before he has a stroke or something.
I'm about ready to tell some of these jokers to kiss my ass. They're just too serious and uptight. Unless you're fifty. They're all ageists.
It started to rain again while I was outside smoking. It was so peaceful and quiet. One of the machines that is always out there squealing and banging wasn't running. I've never heard it so quiet out there. Well, relatively quiet.
I'd rather be at home with ashley right now. She's at work, anyway. I love that girl so much. She has made me so happy. I couldn't imagine life without her. She's so perfect in every way.
Just one more hour. They'll set this fucker off after lunch but I don't think we'll get set up before it's go time. Even if we somehow manage to do that, lord knows what time they'll get the next turret set down and, then, if/when King will start ripping shit out.
..Why do humans think so much? And why do we feel the need to express these thoughts outwardly to each other or ourselves?
Why do some think more than others?
My brain never shuts off. When I'm working it might slow down, but as soon as I stop working my brain starts turning and just.. pondering. Constantly.
I don't mind it at all, but I can't help but wonder if other people are the same way.
I also wonder if other people notice things I notice, like how Coolie seems to be pigeon toed or the humorous way Terry always stands when he's talking.
Have they noticed me limping tonight (because my hip is bothering me)?
Curiouser and curiouser.
You know, it kind of pissed me off when Tubbs said it was time for me to "grow up" because I made light of smashing my thumb (which he compared to joking about rape, death, and child molestation). But now, it's that same attitude that he takes with me that is starting to really piss me off. I'm almost twenty three years old. I have gone through a lot, even in my teens, that have made me grow up - and it's those same things that taught me to laugh and smile in the face of pain, stress, and fear. Someone like Tubbs the Third will not understand that. That some people handle things differently for a reason. Or that, as a Buddhist, I will laugh and smile and keep a light heart no matter what.
jim works through every break. Well, the two fifteens and usually at least part of lunch. That's just lame. Dude needs to learn to chill out before he has a stroke or something.
I'm about ready to tell some of these jokers to kiss my ass. They're just too serious and uptight. Unless you're fifty. They're all ageists.
It started to rain again while I was outside smoking. It was so peaceful and quiet. One of the machines that is always out there squealing and banging wasn't running. I've never heard it so quiet out there. Well, relatively quiet.
I'd rather be at home with ashley right now. She's at work, anyway. I love that girl so much. She has made me so happy. I couldn't imagine life without her. She's so perfect in every way.
Just one more hour. They'll set this fucker off after lunch but I don't think we'll get set up before it's go time. Even if we somehow manage to do that, lord knows what time they'll get the next turret set down and, then, if/when King will start ripping shit out.
..Why do humans think so much? And why do we feel the need to express these thoughts outwardly to each other or ourselves?
Why do some think more than others?
My brain never shuts off. When I'm working it might slow down, but as soon as I stop working my brain starts turning and just.. pondering. Constantly.
I don't mind it at all, but I can't help but wonder if other people are the same way.
I also wonder if other people notice things I notice, like how Coolie seems to be pigeon toed or the humorous way Terry always stands when he's talking.
Have they noticed me limping tonight (because my hip is bothering me)?
Curiouser and curiouser.
crayolacrayon:
you're wonderful, boy.