Imagine SterlingRose's Drunken and Self Pitying Rant here. Okay good. Now I don't have to try and sober up enough to write it. Lost my job today thanks to life. Feel completely alone, hollow and exhausted. All my fight is gone. Think I am done. Anyone got a fork? Gods how pathetic I sound. Plain and simple. Too tired to fight anymore. Perhaps I just...
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ZOMBIE GIRL!!!!! I'm going to be in a movie
So I just got the contact today...sorry away so long...life came up...no details for you, just stuff that is all sorted out now. So anyhow, back to the contact. I will be shooting for a company called Coffehouse Productions apparently. They are making a movie about Zombie girls and want me to be the Zombie girl...
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So I just got the contact today...sorry away so long...life came up...no details for you, just stuff that is all sorted out now. So anyhow, back to the contact. I will be shooting for a company called Coffehouse Productions apparently. They are making a movie about Zombie girls and want me to be the Zombie girl...
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avidity:
that's awesome! congrats!! 
kattrinak:
we were supposed to preview Rob Zombie's movie tonight but specks got the address *wrong* even tho' i asked him three times before we went..i'm furious right now..i love all things zombie and Zombie!! esp. HORROR!!
Hey everyone....go check out my friend Akina who is recently returned to the site. She is gorgeous, intelligent..funny....just amazing...send her out a holler and a hug!!!! You'll be glad you did!!!!!! Seriously. Oh, and have a glass of cold ice water handy...you'll need it....she's hotter than hot!!!! S'all for now all my lovelies!!!! MUAHHHHHH!!!!!!! 
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rozdoss:
ok, I'm going to!
deunan:
So I was adding you to myspace, but I can't. I don't know your name or anything. How sad. 
SEX TOY JOKE
A man starts his first day of work down at the local sex toy store...the
Manager sets him up to work in the dildo section. He shows him what to
do, and then leaves for a meeting. Shortly, a shy brunette comes in to
peruse their wares...
The man asks if he can help her.
"Well, I just came in for a...
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A man starts his first day of work down at the local sex toy store...the
Manager sets him up to work in the dildo section. He shows him what to
do, and then leaves for a meeting. Shortly, a shy brunette comes in to
peruse their wares...
The man asks if he can help her.
"Well, I just came in for a...
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nikonphoto80:
Sorry if I missed anything important in your journals in the last week and a half but my chinchilla ran away and was gone for 9 days but now he is back safe in his home.
LOL that was a good one.
LOL that was a good one.
deunan:
I've always loved that joke.
When at last my faith in everything and everyone else has run out...this I still hold faith in.....only this...it is my solace, my comfort and my constant lover unquestioning and undemanding. Night is so very precious to my soul.
You, Darkness By Rainier Marie Rilke
You, darkness, that I come from
I love you more than all the fires
that fence in the world,
for...
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You, Darkness By Rainier Marie Rilke
You, darkness, that I come from
I love you more than all the fires
that fence in the world,
for...
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dalinian:
I just saw your roller derby bruises. MMmmmmm might think twice about trying that. Actually, the reason I haven't done it yet is because I don't want to loose my teeth!!
kattrinak:
ok; so....i can't add you on myspace. oy!
So SterlingRose is done being BLONDE and BORING and PEDESTRIAN. I am getting my damn piercings put back in. I am redying my hair. I am taking myself back and this time I am hanging on. I gave it a try the other way. I am not soft and pretty. I am not feminine and coy and flirtatious and all that CRAP. I have fought...
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mrsted_stryker:
No I havent heard that poem!! Send it to me!
kattrinak:
fuck, i have to keep my hair all black right now...but that doesn't mean i'm not putting in some purplly black elements soon once my new job settles in...lol......good for you!
Trying to define myself for others........for myself......and wishing someone...anyone would just be quiet long enough to hear what I have to say and learn who I really am. Tired of alone in the dark sometimes...even if that is where I am meant to be right now.
Take Me As I Am...
I was never the child in whose eyes were a world of love and...
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Take Me As I Am...
I was never the child in whose eyes were a world of love and...
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kattrinak:
now why the heck have you changed your hair and taken out piercings? the new job then?
mrsted_stryker:
awwww honey that you!!! I am getting ready to change my post...I just had to get it out but I dont want too many people to comment on it!!! YOU understand!
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kattrinak:
well yayyyy..Polly's gonna LOVE the pacific northwest! :0
cerra:
just dropping in to say HI!!
WARNING, for those of you who are not a fan of erotic, explicit fiction....DON'T clicky on the link!!! This was a piece that I wrote for my playmate before one of our play sessions to "spice things up" a bit between us. He fights rapier and its based in a setting at one of the medieval events we go to. As you will all be...
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arielle:
Darling, I read what you wrote in the Girls Group. What sex are your kids? I'll also need your adress. I'll have something to send you 
If you want to, that is.
If you want to, that is.
luthie:
Hi Ms. Rose
Thank you so much for adding me as a friend. Reading things about your life in GO has been an absolute privillage. You inspire those around you, and I'm so absolutely delighted to have you as a friend.
Your strength is endearing.
Your wisdom is astounding.
Your love for life is truely amazing.
Thank you for sharing yourself with us. You don't know how wonderful you are, or how lucky we are to be privvy to your extrodinary life.
Lots of love, sweetie.
Thank you so much for adding me as a friend. Reading things about your life in GO has been an absolute privillage. You inspire those around you, and I'm so absolutely delighted to have you as a friend.
Your strength is endearing.
Your wisdom is astounding.
Your love for life is truely amazing.
Thank you for sharing yourself with us. You don't know how wonderful you are, or how lucky we are to be privvy to your extrodinary life.
Lots of love, sweetie.
hello all....I am back....small glitch in the billing process due to changing credit cards......Sooooooo, what's new in my world. I am getting Divorced. I gave my husband the notice last week. He's....not taking it well to say the least. But we are working it out little by little, custody of the kids, bills, etc.
Basically, I can't live this way anymore. He refuses to understand...
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Basically, I can't live this way anymore. He refuses to understand...
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molar:
Then I am a lucky girl to bring a smile to a beautiful face 
deunan:
Well, congrats ont he weightloss! I hope you hear from Mr. Gringo soon, I would be nervous, too.
I'm sorry to hear about the divorce, but if you gave him the papers, you must have wanted it. Hopefully life settles nicely for you. And don't worry about the kids thing, plenty of people will still be interested!
Have a spectacular day!
I'm sorry to hear about the divorce, but if you gave him the papers, you must have wanted it. Hopefully life settles nicely for you. And don't worry about the kids thing, plenty of people will still be interested!
Have a spectacular day!
when can i call you?
*hugs*