stellinah

today i feel annihilated.
he doesn't care about me anymore, i know it.
and that's sad.

i thought i had some place to stay, somewhere in the world, i really thought that someone could love me in a genuine way... but maybe it's just NOT possible.
i'm on the evil side of the strenght, this time.
i'm the evil one, the one who leads to the wrong way, the way that is not supposed to be followed.
the way of instinct and betrayal. the one that i call the way of genuine love. passion and betrayal, logic is not involved.

but now it's me the one who has been betrayed and sacrified.
my heart has been sacrified in the name of his duties
in the name of his family
in the name of remoteness

lies











oh i'm so emo today, forgive me.