Hi everybody!!!
So I did it! I broke-up with my angry jealous boyfriend, and my life has taken a turn for the AMAZING! I stayed with my ex for far too long cuz in all honesty I needed a close place to live so I didnt have to commute for 2 hours to work everyday and I just couldn't find the right place. I mean my last apartment I went through 6 roomates in 3 years which was mostly due to immature roomies that could not keep a job and therefore could not pay rent at the first of the month. Or my favorite excuse, "I shouldn't have to pay the electricity bill cuz I never turned on any lights."
Ummmmm, ya, right! So anyways, yes I look like a loser for sticking with my ex for so long purely cuz I had nowhere to go and I was comfortble to a certain degree, that is, when my ex wasn't using his high pitched screaming voice (which sounded more like a girls screeching than a mans) but I knew I would find the perfect place if I just held on for a little while. And that I did!!! A very very very wealthy friend of mine has a mansion in Beverly Hills with a huge backhouse which I am now occupying and living the life. My bed is made for me everyday, the maids change my towels and I am forced to make a grocery list so someone can pick up what I need, *sigh* I know it sounds tough, right? I realize it sounds almost like Im living in a hotel, which is fine by me! The best part is my friend who owns the house is only there 3 days a week, so the rest of the time I'm all alone on this huge property. I assure you I am in no way bragging nor am I a spoiled brat. I feel as though this is retribution for the pain I endured all in the name of love and I hate to be a quitter. I have always been a very secure girl, I know who I am and what role I play in this world, but for the past year I have been with a man who not only screamed at me once a day cuz HE was so insecure with himself but also made me question my worth. I have never in my life stooped so low for a guy and i believe the only reason i did was because i was trying to become an adult and have an adult relationship with someone who was obviously a spoiled child. I have karma in kanji on my wrist cuz Im a firm believer in karma, and someone has finally smiled down on me. I don't deserve any of this but Im am extremely thankful!
So thats my most recent story I wanted to share with everyone, and maybe get some feedback on what you thought of my strange and wacky life.
I truely hope everyone has a Happy Holidays that they spend close to their loved ones and family.
I love you all, and thanx for listening!
Muah!
xoxox
Stella Blue
So I did it! I broke-up with my angry jealous boyfriend, and my life has taken a turn for the AMAZING! I stayed with my ex for far too long cuz in all honesty I needed a close place to live so I didnt have to commute for 2 hours to work everyday and I just couldn't find the right place. I mean my last apartment I went through 6 roomates in 3 years which was mostly due to immature roomies that could not keep a job and therefore could not pay rent at the first of the month. Or my favorite excuse, "I shouldn't have to pay the electricity bill cuz I never turned on any lights."
Ummmmm, ya, right! So anyways, yes I look like a loser for sticking with my ex for so long purely cuz I had nowhere to go and I was comfortble to a certain degree, that is, when my ex wasn't using his high pitched screaming voice (which sounded more like a girls screeching than a mans) but I knew I would find the perfect place if I just held on for a little while. And that I did!!! A very very very wealthy friend of mine has a mansion in Beverly Hills with a huge backhouse which I am now occupying and living the life. My bed is made for me everyday, the maids change my towels and I am forced to make a grocery list so someone can pick up what I need, *sigh* I know it sounds tough, right? I realize it sounds almost like Im living in a hotel, which is fine by me! The best part is my friend who owns the house is only there 3 days a week, so the rest of the time I'm all alone on this huge property. I assure you I am in no way bragging nor am I a spoiled brat. I feel as though this is retribution for the pain I endured all in the name of love and I hate to be a quitter. I have always been a very secure girl, I know who I am and what role I play in this world, but for the past year I have been with a man who not only screamed at me once a day cuz HE was so insecure with himself but also made me question my worth. I have never in my life stooped so low for a guy and i believe the only reason i did was because i was trying to become an adult and have an adult relationship with someone who was obviously a spoiled child. I have karma in kanji on my wrist cuz Im a firm believer in karma, and someone has finally smiled down on me. I don't deserve any of this but Im am extremely thankful!
So thats my most recent story I wanted to share with everyone, and maybe get some feedback on what you thought of my strange and wacky life.
I truely hope everyone has a Happy Holidays that they spend close to their loved ones and family.
I love you all, and thanx for listening!
Muah!
xoxox
Stella Blue
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