its always been a known fact that the bar i always hang out in is a coke den. ive never cared cause i dont do coke. i hate coke. ive seen friends destroy themselves on it and i hate it and them for it. tonight, my friend walked me back from the bar and we were sitting outside talking as he went through his pockets and took out a bag of coke. this was the first time ive ever seen it. i asked him if he would mind if i went inside to take a picture of it. i sat in the room wondering what it would be like to do it. i know i have a problem with addictions and thats why i never try any drugs.
but for that one brief moment, i wondered.
i sat and stared at it
i imagined what it would feel like
as it goes up my nose
drips down my throat
spreads through my veins
he came in and set it up in lines for me
set the shutter
set the fstop
click
click
time suddenly went so fast, it somehow seemed to be a stand still
10 seconds to create the lines
1/100 of a second to shoot it
3 seconds to look at one another
1 second to put his face down to the book
2 seconds to snort it all
3 seconds for me to throw him out
fantasy gone
never to be had again
but for that one brief moment, i wondered.
i sat and stared at it
i imagined what it would feel like
as it goes up my nose
drips down my throat
spreads through my veins
he came in and set it up in lines for me
set the shutter
set the fstop
click
click
time suddenly went so fast, it somehow seemed to be a stand still
10 seconds to create the lines
1/100 of a second to shoot it
3 seconds to look at one another
1 second to put his face down to the book
2 seconds to snort it all
3 seconds for me to throw him out
fantasy gone
never to be had again
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laceyglove:
wow ! goosebumps! wow!
annalee:
Yes I always do even it takes me ages to repy or I forget because I get so confused! 
