stella_marie

my mom and i have been fighting a lot lately. its been a huge burden on me cause i love my mother - shes my best friend. she was going to make a trip in this weekend to bring me some food but i told her to come in tonight and we would go out for dinner. it wasnt until she was leaving that i realized this was whats been missing from my life for the past few months. we had a great time. i told her all the shit thats been going on with my friends and how upset i was and as she always does, she made me feel better. i dont know how the two of us lost sight of how important we are to one another. actually, that was never gone. i guess i somehow just got sidetracked. it just felt so good to have her back tonight and things to be the way they always were. i got to give my momma a hug and kiss and tell her i love her.


"Mom, I take you for granted
Like some old forgotten habit
I know you gave me life
And you helped me pay some bills

Mom, I take you for granted
I was never abandoned
And even though sometimes you really piss me off
I hope you live forever"

-Jill Sobule, Mom