+++crying in the corner+++
One of those days. A nearly useless yesterday. Sadness for the words I spoke that were not heard. Sadness for the words I did not speak. Frustration at a selfish promiscuous girl. Whom I choose to exclude from my life.
So hard to wake up. Lost in cloudimindedness. Slowly slowly. Finally a shower. Motivation is dead and absent. Falling thoughts. Frozen thoughts. And a disintegrating heart.
That girl who's caught my eye. Always smiles and waves. Wish I were happier now to enjoy her words. Want to tuck her in at night. Hum her to sleep. Shooting stars.
I'll be piecing myself back together soon.
One of those days. A nearly useless yesterday. Sadness for the words I spoke that were not heard. Sadness for the words I did not speak. Frustration at a selfish promiscuous girl. Whom I choose to exclude from my life.
So hard to wake up. Lost in cloudimindedness. Slowly slowly. Finally a shower. Motivation is dead and absent. Falling thoughts. Frozen thoughts. And a disintegrating heart.
That girl who's caught my eye. Always smiles and waves. Wish I were happier now to enjoy her words. Want to tuck her in at night. Hum her to sleep. Shooting stars.
I'll be piecing myself back together soon.
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jennifer:
of course!
saritalr:
oh sweetheart! i got your email but i havent had the chance to respond yet. I will dont you worry! I thought your advice on my journal was wonderful, and i really do apreciate that support. I'm sorry youre feeling like this. Do you think it will improve in a few weeks when school is out? Of course a few weeks seems really far away right now. Putting yourself back together is hard, impossible, but worth it. Give yourself time *hugs*