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Boston and Portland, OR, now LA

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Oct 19, 2005
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So the girl i am dating is in Virginia for a week. She miss me, i miss her before she even leaves. Wierd. Feelings are wierd.
My heart tattoo is to remind me what love really is. So i wouldnt forget and settle for something less. I hung out with a female friend of mine all summer at the dog park while her bf was out of the country. It wasnt anything ever physical but i could feel the good part of love just enough to remember.
The night i was making out with a friend of mine at the bar a couple weeks ago. This girl I met a couple times prior, she asks me if i am single or gay? i says completely straight. she says well i can hook you up if thats what you wanted. I am pretty sure she meant some other girl for me to meet. But did she? Newly i wonder if she had meant herself in the mix. She is on my mind like blood. I am reading for my classes and I have to be careful not to let my mind wander.
I am only telling you because you dont care.
You know, while we are on the subject. I am 37 years old. This girl who I think likes me at least as much as i like her, is 25 years old, in December she turns 26. So doing the math, she is 12 years younger than me. She was looking at my eyes and she says, no way you are 37 years old. So I dont have a wrinkle? What am I supposed to do about that? I like girls my age usually. I go to college with kids and sure they have girl parts, but i like a meal.
All my female friends talk dirty at me and try and cop a feel now and again. In all due respect, usually they are very polite about it. All my friends are girls, they just aren't my girlfriend. Wierd how that works. It's also scary how alcohol works on girls.
So I was talking with her for a couple hours on the phone from 9:40 til 2:30 this morning. See she was catching a airport shuttle in the morning at 5 am.
A friend of mine explained to me the meaning behind dont look a gift horse in the mouth.
I have her picture on my phone and I am just amazed.

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