staypuft

ok, so as a few of you know, im back in birmingham, ive been back for a week now... i had to come home. i wanted to stay, but over the past few weeks my "emotional state" has rapidly gone from "sorta sucky, but most of the time i can handle it" to "i have to go home and get help. right now. i need my mommy!", and i seriously need to get my shit together. im not comfortable with any aspect of my life right now. im always either busy or sad. my relationship with hominid211 is in severe "sink-or-swim" mode right now, and i really dont want it to "sink", and i really hope he doesnt either. i never know where im going to be living in a week. i need a job and some MAJOR motivation. im constantly worrying about my mom. i just want a steady place to live and a steady job and a steady relationship and friends who are consistant. yeeaaaaaah.... for once in my life, i just want to be content and settled. enough about that though...

i went with hominid211 to see Richard Buckner play last night. it was amazing. not quite what i expected from listening to his albums, but just as incredible. i strongly suggest anyone in seattle go see him on nov. 13th at the tractor. do it!

i went to virginia with my mom and my brother last weekend. overall, the trip sucked. we went because my brother had a music seminar to go to, and i just went to keep my mom company and to take pictures . virginia is a beautiful state.

my mom and my "step-dad" split (again), so shes moving into a new apartment today. i really hope things get better for her soon, shes had a rough ride over the past few years, and especially the past few weeks, and, like myself, she really just wants to find her "place". shes a good person and she doesnt deserve all this bullshit shes had to go through.

sorry about the rant... needed to vent a little i guess...