stay_up_late

i found this poem in my backdated sent box. i guess i wrote it and sent it and forgot all about it, but i kind of like it.

i come here to woo you.
and you see me
but i see no glee in
pursuing a tree.
though your trunks twists are strong,
branches wrapped around me.
your bark chips and breaks
and leaves drift...
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i am supposed to be working today. i guess i'm glad that i have the day off but not that my hours are getting cut for some jackass kid who seriously should not even be employed. i guess thats what happens when your boss disappears over new years weekend. like literally. poof. gone. *supposedly* he was arrested for a dui over the weekend, and expedited...
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Looking through the members page, it amazes me how probably 8 of 10 guys on suicidegirls are sporting the Molest'ache. Bringing back the chester.

I wish it was the sixties, I wish we could be happy. I wish, I wish, I wish that radiohead would go on tour. Its been too long javascript:insertSmilie('',%20'insertTarget');

so someone anonymous got me another 3 months here and thats wonderful because i needed something to do this morning. I have already spent so much time writing about myself this morning that i forgot if i actually had any plans or chores to do today. looking around the room i see that laundry could definately stand to be done. my dog could use a...
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i have read like 5 books already since this summer started.
i went through the last one (Last Exit To Brooklyn) in short of three days. that book is indefinately nuts.

right now i'm reading Hard Boiled Wonderland and The End of The World which is absolutely AWESOME and thanks for recommending it, Mary. now i'm going to have to read all of Murakami's books,...
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and the resoultion being i just talked to my cousin erin for the first time in over a year. i'm so happy to hear that other than this crisis she is doing good..great actually. taking care of a kid who is awesome and now studying massage therapy and pursuing something totally new that she loves.
and my cousin matt is in thailand teaching children english....
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i just got word that my aunt lee was found dead. damn that hurts to type.

so what the fuck? i don't even know where i'm supposed to be at after hearing something like that. mostly i'm worried about my cousins erin and matt and my mother and gramps and all siblings...just damn.

how does the youngest of 5 siblings die first without anybody so...
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quinne posted a new photoset, thats enough for me to get on here and yell YIPPEE!!! damn that girl is fine.

make a grave for the unknown soldier. nestled in your hollow shoulder.

in the last two days i have recieved 60+ albums of music from my friend sena, that dude is insane and so is AIM file sharing. like i had to stop him...
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$5,000 radiohead tix, get yours now!

yes its true, i sent that guy a message saying no one would pay that much to see the beatles resurrected. but i'm probably wrong, and some schmuck probably will buy them.

just got back from one of the most awesome weekends EVER hangin out with idit, edan, and adam in yosemite with a bunch of other cool interesting...
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i sit all day and write online
to pass the time i read a zine
then look up four photosets
the pleasure is mine
to let the girls know i'm
going slowly blind

and my palms are hairy. lol. j/k.

break. carnage. just go away
lost thoughts translate to clouds of us
you instigate hate cos you've nothing to do
but to pick me apart beyond anything true

i hate the way life is
i hate that its you
you hate that i say that
but you know its so
when you laugh just to melt them
i'm frozen in snow
til you thaw me...
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