Well another day running. Need to get my hair styled today. Have another doctor to see, yippie
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My local nephew has 6 of my DVD's. And of course I really want to watch one of them NOW! That's always the way isn't it?
I need to clean up my truck sometime today. I get to meet Angelique tomorrow for the first time in person. I know its only friends but I want to do something nice for her. Lunch, Dinner, a movie or two. Something to say Thank You for going with me to get pierced.
Is that wrong or stupid? I ask you? I've never dated anyone not at least 4 years older then me. And only one was an American at that. So is it dumb these days to do something to say Thank You like this?
Even as just friends going out, I used to get a bouquet of flowers, a gift of chocoletes, and something just because we would be out together. But I guess its too old school? Is it stupid to do today?
I feel kinda weird not getting this stuff for her, having it ready for tomorrow. But I really don't want to have her get creeped out. I'm old enough to be her dad. Don't get me wrong. If she said yes, in a heartbeat!
Which is the issue at hand. I don't want to be myself, cause that seems like I'm after her. But it just feels wrong not to be nice to her.
She has had so much crap thrown at her in the last couple of weeks, I don't know why she hasn't just said fuck it! and given up.
I really like that in her. She is so damn funny. She teases me, which is hot. She's a Hottie body wise. ^sigh^
And she just makes me feel good to talk to her. She's like a drug. I just want to keep on that high she gives me. If she were 12 years older I'd be doing everything I could to win her over. But, she's not. And I like her & care about her too much to drag her through any of my bullshit wants & needs. Just for my pleasure.
I just feel so low. I want to do what I feel is the right thing to do for her. But I don't want her to think I'm trying to make a play. This sux.
Any suggestions? As If anyone reads this but me.
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My local nephew has 6 of my DVD's. And of course I really want to watch one of them NOW! That's always the way isn't it?
I need to clean up my truck sometime today. I get to meet Angelique tomorrow for the first time in person. I know its only friends but I want to do something nice for her. Lunch, Dinner, a movie or two. Something to say Thank You for going with me to get pierced.
Is that wrong or stupid? I ask you? I've never dated anyone not at least 4 years older then me. And only one was an American at that. So is it dumb these days to do something to say Thank You like this?
Even as just friends going out, I used to get a bouquet of flowers, a gift of chocoletes, and something just because we would be out together. But I guess its too old school? Is it stupid to do today?
I feel kinda weird not getting this stuff for her, having it ready for tomorrow. But I really don't want to have her get creeped out. I'm old enough to be her dad. Don't get me wrong. If she said yes, in a heartbeat!
Which is the issue at hand. I don't want to be myself, cause that seems like I'm after her. But it just feels wrong not to be nice to her.
She has had so much crap thrown at her in the last couple of weeks, I don't know why she hasn't just said fuck it! and given up.
I really like that in her. She is so damn funny. She teases me, which is hot. She's a Hottie body wise. ^sigh^
And she just makes me feel good to talk to her. She's like a drug. I just want to keep on that high she gives me. If she were 12 years older I'd be doing everything I could to win her over. But, she's not. And I like her & care about her too much to drag her through any of my bullshit wants & needs. Just for my pleasure.
I just feel so low. I want to do what I feel is the right thing to do for her. But I don't want her to think I'm trying to make a play. This sux.
Any suggestions? As If anyone reads this but me.