Monday Aug 30, 2004

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time has no definition of life
where life is just a series of pre catalyzed events
showing nothing more then karma
devilsmistress:
i want to suck your dick biggrin
ash:
Karma doesnt exist, man. If it DID, then all these bad things wouldnt happen to me all the time

Thursday Aug 05, 2004

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I saw you today
dressed as superman
your everything I belived in
everything I wish I had been
my savior

I saw you today
dressed as elegance
your the confidence he never had
confidence that buries sin
my traitor

I saw you today
dressed as a tramp
your the disappointment she doesn't need
disappointment that makes empty hands
my enemy

I saw you today
dressed...
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boundbyties:
hmmmm..... do I detect a comic book drag??? shocked

Wednesday Jun 30, 2004

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basic culture shock
derail my train
why must i find out like that
subject of your servitude
victim of your torment
shading your undertones
miscommunication is our only relation
tainted blood
misgiving continuity
i never wanted your advise
but from you i wanted everything
assert reflection
coordinate puppetry
i tried not to follow
buts it's all in the way we repent
water soluble
glorified acquisition...
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ebony:
Yes, I realised that. I flew on to the nearest chair I cud find at that time.
It's also terrible stuff to clean up! Ever seen alex mac? It’s like when she morphs into a puddle (you’ll understand if you’ve seen it, if you haven’t just ignore me)
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dysphunkcional:
ill come by lynnhaven to see u once i figure out how to get there... lol...

i have a limit knowledge of how to get anywhere here... i havent really been driving around here long and i havent gone any further than military circle mall..... thats the only place i can get to and know how to get back home... haha...i suck i know.

ill figure it out tho. i need to get out before i start peeling from lack of sun... thatll sux cuz summer isnt even over either... well yah. ill come see u--

maybe ill be able to smile frown whatever

Wednesday Jun 23, 2004

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you shed a tear for me
i'm sure the release is nice
i wish i could have seen where it ran to
maybe it would be next to mine
i'm so unemotional i'm terrifed
all those lies i hide behind
wish i could follow you and rectify
but these are the things that wake up
and i don't want to wake up
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ash:
that was refreshing ... I guess Im good at being "me" too! Thanks for opening my eyes to the ONE thing I excel at. lol

kiss
niobe:
You are very cute. smile

Thursday May 20, 2004

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erase what you think you know
dislodge my mass hysteria
i'm trying to sleep
these are the things that wake up
ignore my need for perversion
help me make up my mind
it's nothing emotional
yet i lay my head on the sheets
wishing this was without me
uneasy in your stare
don't want to wake up
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devilsmistress:
sorry to burst your bubble
where do you keep your heart?
how can i tell you
that my world is in shadows
that cringe from your beautiful spotlight eyes
my sense of desire betrays what my mind says it needs
and though i may walk on without you
you hold my life, my heart, my very breath
in your grip
and what will you do with it?
ash:
dude you're the only person that got all the spiders right. the one that didnt come up while u were there (I have no idea why, but its coming up now just fine) is quite possibly the easiest, most recognizable spider of all .. the balck widow. and it Can BE DEADLY, but theyre not as scary for me because for one, they hardly EVER come out of hiding, and two ... even if they did come out, they are waay more terrified of humans than we are of them. Recluses arent scared of humans at all, in fact I believe they go out of their way to attack us, lol!

they are very interesting tho, I will say that. smile and yes .. Im absolutely terrified of them

Friday Apr 16, 2004

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It's 3am
Where will I be when you wake
remind me of living in precognitive sin
How do I find myself adoring your compilation
this perpetual feeling

I'll bleed for this
Yet I need to taste your lips
I need to make sense of this
I need the scent of your skin

Where will I face predestine
all that association
feeling based discerning
this missed...
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alexis:
"carbazol violet added to white will destroy your minds perception of white."

What does it do to white???

ash:
Thanks for your perspective on the whole debate on homosexuality ... I agreee with you wholeheartedly. Labels are for your beer. The subject was so popular that we're doing yet another journal entry on it, touching on some of the great points that were mentioned in the posts. Feel free to participate, its not like the groups or boards where ppl attack each other, which is why a lot of ppl come to my journal instead of those places because everyone has the right to their own opinion and no one is judged on what they say.
The purpose of 80% of my journal entries is to get ppl to THINK.

Wednesday Apr 07, 2004

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come to me i will heal you
reassemble you to earthy remains
take you back to the begining
where you where happy, endurning
for this i love you

make me a martyr of your endeavours
half witted turmoils
political recitals
i'm but the haft your campaign

yet spare the child
lie in his hopes
promise the unconventional
yet deliver arbitration
such weak men

Thursday Mar 25, 2004

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Duct tape is like the Force. It has a light side and a dark side, and it holds the universe together
mnislahi:
Duct tape is everywhere... in my house at least tongue ...is the shit...
devilsmistress:
you bet your sweet ass you are wink
maybe later i'll remind you just how lucky ::evil grin::

Monday Mar 22, 2004

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you are the dye in my veins
the psychosomatic technocolor of obscured intention
embracing like a black lace corset
i can't breath
the color ascendes
my mind in mutiny
i faulter in my own inclement oppression
devilsmistress:
i adore you kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
mnislahi:
I wouldnt say you have issues.. you are just.... hrmmm yea you have issues. biggrin lol i kid wink

Thursday Mar 18, 2004

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Had a thought yesterday
Martha deserves a public spanking
a good solid canning
the kind non-abusive parents did in the 50's
Did I mention I own a Chuck Berry CD?
Americans have a way of destroying idols
you become rich or famous everyone wants a piece
reminds me of a skid mark named Kenneth Starr
Did I mention I own a Beatles CD?
I was...
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