stasiss_levine

Hello all..
well I havnt been able to get my mind cleared...
I had to let go of a friend ...
lost a friend, then a friends son died...
things have just been crazy... well ya know I just keep rolling... am doing the best that I can... I had to do what I had to do...
and well I feel like crap... but will feel beter soon... huggs to you all I hope your doing well see you soon.. bye bye for now..
~MaryAnne

I lay here drinking, in a moment I close my eyes,and fall asleep..
as I close my eyes all our time flash befor my eyes...
laying her even lonlyness still...
knowing I needed to do what i did.. leaving it knowing...
you couldnt love me ever...
will I ever feel whole again....
will my heart ever stop longing for what I am never alble to have again...