stasiss_levine

I know its early and all but I tell you what I just saw Over My Head by The Fray ...
mmm I am instantly atracted to Issac from the band.. he is very cute... I think at least ...
Ok all I want to thank everyone who gave me encouragement through my tantrum yesterday.
I swear there must be some sort of signal the every guy that I dated that was an ass.. That says I am lost lonley and vounerable and I need attention ... Becasue when I am at my absolute lowest, they call.. .. is this a fucking test.. I mean it hurts even more to have to remind myself that they dont deserve me and that I need to stay alone.. its breaking my heart ...
anyways enough of all that... I am tired of being this fucking needy... it makes me sick to think that I am actualy feeling like i need to start looking for a real time relationship...
I have found as Mir and I talk lately we have come to the conclution that the men in our lives just think that we are good enough to fuck but not good enough to date.... this is just sad to be honest... I am glad that I hjave gotten myself to a better place but while i was so busy fixing myself I turned around and was alone.. I have a couple of real time friends, and alot of online friends... everyone on sg has been so great.. but am wondering why all of you can see that I am a good friend and it seems that no one else will eve bother talking to me.....
ok uhh (shakes head) I really have to stop this soon or I am going to just put myself at upsett.. I hope everyone has a really grat day huggs n kisses
~MaryAnne
Cascada Bad Boy
Remember the feelings, remember the day
My stone heart was breaking
My love ran away
This moments i knew i would be someone else
My love turned around and i felt
Be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That i don't need you in my life again
Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That i don't need you again
No i don't need you again

You went made this promess
To stay by my side
But after some time you just pushed me a sign
You never thought that a girl could be strong
Now i show you how to go on

Be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That i don't need you in my life again

Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That i don't need you again
No i don't need you again