Bored. I need a new job. Today I just sat around drawing and writing crap on pieces of paper wishing I was somewhere else. The thing is, I'm not sure how easy it is to find a job that I would actually enjoy whilst getting paid the same, if not more, than I do now.
I wish I was travelling again but I can't afford to. Also, I have this small fear that if I did go away again, I'd miss out on a lot at home and not be able to settle down as quick as I did last time. I was lucky to be able to come back to my job with a pay rise, if I go away again I'm just prolonging ever progressing in life.
I'm 24, single, and still trying to get out of my overdraft so I can move out. Great. Feels like I'm falling into the same trap I was in before I went away; pure boredom and lack of inspiration and direction.
On the plus side of things I've not had any alcohol for 3 weeks. I don't have a drink problem...it's just a decision I have taken myself to try and save money and be a bit more healthier. I'm pretty pleased with myself seeing as I usually drink a lot and all my friends do. I was spending about 580 quid on alcohol a month which is ridiculous. It was hard giving up alcohol at first but only because everyone else around me was pissed and I hate being sober around drunk people, but I'm getting used to it. Hopefully I can keeep it going. Certainly testing my willpower which is midly interesting to say the least.
Anyway, enough of my depressing blog.
I wish I was travelling again but I can't afford to. Also, I have this small fear that if I did go away again, I'd miss out on a lot at home and not be able to settle down as quick as I did last time. I was lucky to be able to come back to my job with a pay rise, if I go away again I'm just prolonging ever progressing in life.
I'm 24, single, and still trying to get out of my overdraft so I can move out. Great. Feels like I'm falling into the same trap I was in before I went away; pure boredom and lack of inspiration and direction.
On the plus side of things I've not had any alcohol for 3 weeks. I don't have a drink problem...it's just a decision I have taken myself to try and save money and be a bit more healthier. I'm pretty pleased with myself seeing as I usually drink a lot and all my friends do. I was spending about 580 quid on alcohol a month which is ridiculous. It was hard giving up alcohol at first but only because everyone else around me was pissed and I hate being sober around drunk people, but I'm getting used to it. Hopefully I can keeep it going. Certainly testing my willpower which is midly interesting to say the least.
Anyway, enough of my depressing blog.
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Well done for not drinking though!