starstealer

my best friend steph:
evil
toxic
addictive
beautiful
painful
wicked
seductive
my worst bad habit. she has such an evil spell. and you watch her do these horrible things and you still love her. i mean really love her. to the point were you think you are obsessed. losing my mind

i am going through this phase were i don't want to have any physical relations with any one of any kind. no kissing, sex, etc. for no other reason then the thought of it grosses me out. i don't know why. i think i am going crazy. i just don't want to touch anyone nor them touch me. i mean i still like sex, i...
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so vegas in a word was a whole lot of drama. left and right. none the less it was vegas so i had a good time. i am considering moving down there.

i regret every guy i ever slept with besides trevor. is there anyway i can take it back?

uhhhhhhh, i hate it when people talk about intelligence, no one is actually intelligent. they are just up to date on current events it seems.

so i am going to vegas tonight at midnight. it is a 6 or 7 hour drive. :yeah: i am gonna sleep the whole way up. or at least that is the plan. i'll be back tuesday though complete with...
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sooooooo, life has been kinda surreal. i think the hardest part of my life right now and the part i am having trouble excepting is that i am happy. it's strange. i am living this really cool life, the life i always wanted and well i am not used to being happy. the only thing i am missing is a really great relationship and a...
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so i think the guy i am seeing is really married and at least 28. my stomach is killing me because despite being sick i went out. i didn't drink though just sat and starred blankly. steph's really hot friend Levi pissed me off by scaring off every guy that came near us. that really made me mad! i'll be over tomarrow. i am going...
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i am still sick!

so i am still really sick and my face and chest are really sore. it sux cuz it's steph's birthday and we gotta go out. i guess i'll just have to sleep it off.

i hate being sick!