starstealer

today i spent on the phone arguing intensely with trevor over nothing. it started out normal him asking me what my plans for my b-day were. i said nothing and it will plobably stay that way. someone how it all ended with him hanging up on me. neway life is shitty. i did splurge and finally bought some art supplies. i kind of didn't have the money but i look at it as and investment. one day it will be. now is the time to apply myself. i am 21 with no hopes for a future so now i better get on it. i won't live forever, i need to get started. besides i've actually felt motivated to do something. art is something that posses me. and i need a break from it a lot of the time because it takes me over. so i got to have a 3 year break. i got to breathe and now it is time to get to work. i gotta go to sf.