starsnflames

sorry, i m a bit absent at the moment, not really gone but not really here either, i m more like a ghost at the moment, which refects well what my life is at this point: no real job, kind of lonely, i kind of lost perspective, i m lost, don't know what to do with my life anymore! why aren't things getting brighter on my side? i m always under dark clouds, no luck i guess. i m losing motivation, i m losing myself, more and more; day after day i m witnessing my own disappearing from the real world as i stumble into the ethereal one! i m a zombie! a zombie who dreams, but not about brains, just about finding happiness, not the instant satisfaction, i want absolute bliss, the one that lasts, i want life!