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I FINALLY DID IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesterday i took some time to go running in the forrest!!! Rancid's indestructible was playin in my ears and i managed to run for the lenght of the album, 52min!!! which is good considering that i haven t run for a long time now!!!! i m a bit tired today but at least i m ready to do it again!!!

i feel a bit better about myself and since i started doing something with myself i know i shouldn t stop, and keep going!!!it s the only way to get the change i desperatly need!!!!!!! there are a few things i ve been telling myself to do and you know it s like, oh i should do this or that and then oh i ll do it tomorrow or next week, and you end up not doing anything at all!!! well i want this to be over!!! i want to live my dreams, i m fed up with dreaming about my life!!!!!!!!!!!


today i m gonna email the company that prints tshirts and some other stuff to get some informations and then i will start my clothing company!!!!!!!!!already have one simple design, have to finish 2 other one a bit more complicated!!!! i still have the website to create!! it s slow cos i have everything to do by myself and my life s so boring at the moment that i m most of the time lazy!!! bit i m working on it!!!actually on both my lazyness and my company!!hehe!

later today i m gonna go to my best friend s place ( he s renting the apartment i used to live in when was studying, so it s fun to stay there) and we should have some other friends coming for diner!!! i hope this nice girl i saw last time will come too!!! we re probably gonna watch eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!!!! good movie!!! i also have rebel without a cause to watch but my friend will probably enjoy the first one best!!!

well that s all for now!!! i ll leave you with the beautiful rachel rotten again!!! she so awesome!!!!!