starsnflames

not much to say, i think i m in a i-close-myself-down-don't-want-to-see-anyone-have-to-hide-from-people right now, not doing much, even though i know i have to do something or i ll go crazy!!! thing is, i have far too many distractions here at my parents' place!! i would need to isolate myself so i can control my environment!! that s the only thing i know would help me to actually do something: once i control what s around me then i can get control over myself, if that make any sense, i think it has to do with feng shui or something like that!! i m one of these people who need to be in the rtight mood, feel the right thing at the right moment to do things correctly, my problem being to get that right mood to be there!!! i have hope i will eventually do something, i know i won t be depressed forever! sometimes i like to compare myself to a phoenix, i have to go really really down, burn myself , before i can get reborn and feel better!! so there s hope!! plus i know everything s not that bad, i ve seen worse!! thanks to everyone for their sweet comments onmy latest blog, it means a lot and helped a lot too!!!

pinups are back, with the pretty Candylac (SG) and miss Sabina Kelley!! just for your eyes!!