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I probably have alot of things to say but i can't really think just now. Matthews Gran passed away on wednesday, and i feel pretty usless. There not really much i can do though i guess. Mondays the funeral, i'm sort of dreading it. I know it will drag up memorys that i would rather not think about. But i have to be strong for Matthew, he was really close to his Gran growing up so he will be hurting alot.

I'm working tomorrow morning starting at half 7. eek. I've been waking up at 6ish most morning lately anyway. I don't know if im seeing Matthew tomorrow or not, but im staying on sunday anyway. I said we could go for a walk or something if he wants tomorrow. So we shall see.

I went up the town today. I got some shopping mostly just food and stuff like that. My grandad got home yestday a week later than he should have though. I have the opticians on tuesday so i'll be able to see again!

Wendy had the docs today, he reckons Murray will be here before tuesday of next week. but if not there a planned section for the following tuesday. But she dilated to 2cms apparently, whatever that may mean. Im not sure if hes still breach or not. But he should be here soon