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So i've had the most rubbish last three weeks. I think i can count on the one hand the number of time i have gotten to see Matthew. Not that we have even done much, we went to the cinema on Sunday, how really exciting. Thats about the most we have done. Oh yeah and played badmintion twice.

He's going to some riddiculus SSP camp, the SSY branch of it. And i'm not getting to go for reasons unknown to me. Apparently its not my "cup of tea" according to him, despite the fact ive asked numerous times in the last few months to go camping. But you know obvioulsy not my thing. Anyway the line up for disscussion at the camp looks utterly appalling. Something like the legalisation of canabis (who really gives a fuck, everyone smokes it whether its legal or not, not stop crying about it) Knife crime, now what this has to do with anything god only knows, Feminism, Venezuala, which is funny because SSP can do nothing but slant the work of SA on the Venezuala campaign.

It annoys me because i wanted to go to the circus at the weekend and he's not going to be there so we cant go. And its only here for the weekend. Fucker.

Today i took my little cousins swimming, im currently trying to teach lucy and emily to swim, i wish they could grasp the fact that when you go under water what ever you do you dont try and breath....they would really get on so much better! And not end up swollowing half of the pool in the process!

I start back college in three weeks or so. At least that will give me something to do. Albeit boring, atleast its better than sitting around all day the days im not working.