... i don't want to play games anymore, games of the heart or games of the mind. i want to find that special something that doesn't wreck my nerves, but still makes my stomach flutter. i love it when i look in her eyes and her pupils swell, leaving almost no color to be seen, i wonder if mine do the same thing when she looks into them. i wonder if she thinks of me as often as i think of her. i wonder if she wants what i want. i wonder should i care, will she fuck me up like the others have? should i let all of my hesitations and apprehensions go, or are they justified? does she have the same apprehensions and hesitations? i guess i will find all of this out in due time, expecting the worst while hoping for the best...
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take a step back
breath
relax : )
mama b
"hey you
gender nectar
sifting through the grain of gold
tripping at your door
is that you, alpha in her blood
and when the woman lies
you don't believe her
hey you
gender nectar
crystalline from the vine
you know you'll drink her
rolling and unrolling coiling emerging running free
running through the afterworld into your room
so she prays for a prankster
and lust in the marriage bed
and he waits til she can give
and he waits
and he waits"