starsandsmokes

... i want to feel like myself again. i want to be fixed, i'm tired of being broken. i want to wake up and look forward to what lies ahead. i want these thoughts to go away. i want to write a song so beautiful and profound that it even amazes me. i want to remember what being happy feels like. i want to remember what having fun feels like. i want to fall asleep drunk on wine and wake up naked holding someone so closely for so long that we are stuck together and it hurts to pull apart. i want that person to make me so happy that i feel sick when i see her. i want her to feel the same way about me. most of all i want these things to never go away...