stars_666

It's rainy and cold today. A good day to spend drinking and smoking pot.

I'm so fascinated by the way my skin heals up. On saturday I had tore my self up good - every time I washed my hands I'd get all shaky from all the endorphins pouring into my blood so it worked out that I had to wash up about 5 times. Then just to make life exciting I was fixing my friends refrigerator in the dark and made a nice blood blister on my thumb. I love pain.

Today felt so disappoinitng. I just want to let go and let the world play out how it will, My nature makes me want to do something to keep it from sliding into the toilet. Right, like I do anything beneficial for the world. At best I point out the shit and people criticize me for being negative then they step in it anyway.

I wish I made music, I always feel like people appreciate that form of art more. I should know better.

maybe someday I'll get my temper under control and I can be low-pro. What good would that really do?

what do you think of the new profile pic? I was trying to make it un-nerving or something along those lines.