starrydynamo

the king's crossing was the main attraction
dominoes are falling in a chain reaction
the scraping subject ruled by fear told me
whiskey works better than beer
the judge is on vinyl, decisions are final
and nobody gets a reprieve
and every wave is tidal
if you hang around
you're going to get wet
i can't prepare for death any more than i already have
all you can do now is watch the shells
the game looks easy that's why it sells
frustrated fireworks inside your head
are going to stand and deliver talk instead
the method acting that pays my bills
keeps the fat man feeding in beverly hills
i got a heavy metal mouth that hurls obscenity
and i get my check from the trash treasury
because i took my own insides out

it don't matter cause i have no sex life
all i want to do now is inject my ex wife
i've seen the movie
and i know what happens

it's christmas time
and the needles on the tree
a skinny santa is bringing something to me
his voice is overwhelming
but his speech is slurred
and i only understand every other word
open your parachute and grab your gun
falling down like an omen, a setting sun
read the part and we turn out fine
it's a hell of a role if you can keep it alive
but i don't care if i fuck up
i'm going on a date
with a rich white lady
ain't life great?
give me one good reason not to do it

this is the place where time reverses
dead men talk to all the pretty nurses
instruments shine on a silver tray
don't let me get carried away

My brain has not been functioning properly the last couple of days.

Yesterday my best friend almost died in a car accident. I spent just about the entire afternoon with her in the hospital. Someone ran into her and her car rolled and laded on the roof in the middle of one of the busiest streets. Scary. She's ok, banged up and bruised, but ok. It was the worst case of deja vu in my life and it made me sick. I hate cars. i hate accidents. I hate people I care about being in car accidents. End of stoy.

My finals are going well, I guess. I'm stressed out and have not been sleeping or eating much, but I'm surviving.
I'm scrambling to do whatever I can to make up my English grade if it is at all possible. I have no clue how it's going to turn out. We'll see.

I have developed an obsessions with goats milk... it it so. fucking. yummy. it's liek goat cheese without the salt *drools* I went grocery shopping yesterday and the fatness has over indulged. I bought all butter/cream fat products: 3 kinds of milks, 4 different cheese, ice cream... I ♥ dairy products. I am so fat.

I got new CDs in an attempt to cheer myself up, I bought:
Taking Back Sunday: Louder Now
Placebo: Limited edition double disc Meds
To: Elliott From: Portland - The Elliott Smith Dedication Album.

The elliott smith CD made me cry.

I have decided that since this is a 4 day weekend, I am going to spend it cleaning. I need to get off my lazy ass and actually accomplish something. So yes. I am going to do that. Heh.. wish me luck.
xoxo


EDIT:::

I am now completely COMPLETELY baffled.
I have a B+ in my English class.
I have not yet taken the final.
what. the. fuck.
.....?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?......






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