thanks for all your kind words.
forgive me for not being very sociable in my replies.
I am going to be kind of emotionally dead for a few weeks.
just a warning.
i still love you all.
xoxo
EDIT:
I am actually in tears at the moment. I don't know who it is or was or has been, but someone has been buying me gifts.... Read More
honey sorry i have been on i just read that you went to the hospital are you allright i hope so and i still care for you and i give you a great big hug well if you ever want to talk message me sorry for not being on a lot i have been busy with school bye hun
Im falling apart. Im being ripped to shreds and scattered in the deepest pits of hell and misery and insanity that only the god I [dont] believe in could muster. I want an escape. I need sanity and I need it fast before I put a fucking gun to my head and scream ITS NOT FUCKING WORTH IT ANYMORE!! These demons I have coined within... Read More
Hmmm I am considering paring down my friends list so I only have 10 again. I miss having people's pictures and not everyone I have as friends comments. It's silly. I'm big on communication and if someone isn't going to talk to me then they should just fuck off in the first place. I don't befriend people to look popular.
boo on your professor!!!
i feel the same, i need to change something!! just don't know exactly how or what.
I'm also thinking of kicking some people out of the list who never talked to me, there really isn't much point in that...
Thank you all for the love and wooing, it made me feel a bit better *runs around to everyone and gives them a big hug*
Last night my friend and I went out to dinner for Cinco De Mayo and we got hit on by all fo the waiters. It was quite funny, every one of the men working there found an excuse to come... Read More
so let the critics look upon you with a thousand eyes
and let their tongues do their judging and criticize
and you just sit here before us and reveal your life.
--michelle featherstone/go on my child--
Thought_Police gave me an idea.
I want you all to rename me.
Call me what you find fitting.
If you know my real name, disregard it.
I want it... Read More
I can't live without passion. It drives me.
In fact....it's tattooed to my arm...
I too thrive on literature. I can't get enough.
I love how one can put normal, everyday, common words on paper. And by simply arranging them a certain way, provide the reader with intense emotion or thought. It's quite amazing.
Oscar Wilde is my literary god. But just because he's so damn funny.
I don't know of anyone though, that comes close to the poetic imagery of Ginsberg. I also love T.S. Elliot and Kerouac for those reasons.
On the Road = one of the best books ever...
The brain is the sexiest part. It's the make or break for me. If a girl has texas winds blowing through her head...i can't be with her.
The mind is the greatest turn on...
I can't believe you've seen bowie...
I am incredibly jealous.
Freewheelin' and Highway 61 were my favourites last week...hahaha. they will probally be again in a couple of weeks..
Don't Think Twice is my song of the moment actually...
I've listened to it every morning this week...
honestly...you're the best person i've met all week....
well i use 'met' in the loosest way possible..
but i still think you're super hot.
All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down
And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again
haha. I'll bring some and try not to eat them all on the plane.
my car would have been trashed if i'd hit them.
yesterday was good, i'm almost done with digging through all my stuff, need to think about the prices now and actually sell them somewhere, but at least it's making progress.
the schedule for RockAmRing is finally online!! I'm so excited!! please tell me if you have any band recommendations, i don't wanna miss some good ones Rock Am Ring schedule
I'm also thinking about going to Dir En Grey`s solo concert a few days earlier in cologne, but i'm not sure yet if i should go.
hear you later sweetie
From the recent SG interview with the director of the andy milonaukas (orhoweverthehellyouspellit) show; RE: 9/11:
I was in New York cutting the pilot for Wanderlust within a quarter mile of Ground Zero right when the towers came down. I just kept working but the air stunk of burning plastic and human flesh. That was very surreal. I like doing visual effects. Its very Terry... Read More
*runs around to everyone and gives them a big hug*
i confess. i haven't really been reading journals as of late.
but i am today. and i've been catching up...
i give you BIG BIG hug..