Jer. 17:9
"The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?"
Sometimes it's just diner goodbyes
and I keep crying, sobbing, speechless.
Here's to drowning one's sorrows away
to cigarettes and coffee [cancer and caffiene]
Cheers to nights spent while having unconscious days
to hangovers and heartache; heartbreak
And I'm wreckless with others
paper cut broken hearts trailing me
behind me. i'm guiding, selfish
Sometimes it's in unconventional introductions
not looking, and found what i needed
Here's to talking nights away
to hours passed without noticing
Cheers to the time we've made our own
to inside jokes and secrets shared; trusting.
And i'm lost in all of this
scared of what might happen next
And sometimes... most of the time
I'm the one to ruin it.
It's all in diner goodbyes
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dilemna
i need to talk to mercie asap. we're going to philly tomorrow. there's an sg party that night. but i just found out my sister bought me a ticket to FATA at the TLA.
mind you i'd normally miss out on a show. but this is FATA. i drool for them... oh yeah and for their drummer. tee hee. ANYWHO i hate being in predicaments like this.
my news
been sleeping a lot lately. this weather makes me feel very old, very tired, and i feel a lot of pain. so i just sleep it away. i slept for 14 hours from last night until this morning. that is no good. i tried to get myself out of bed to talk to Jeff. but that did not happen.
i have physical therapy today then tonight, you guess it! kamikaze karaoke at fraziers off the ave.
be there it's sooo much fun!
so anywho ami k. if you read this before i get ahold of you call a bitch up!
p.s. you're never going to find it if you're looking for it won't come your way
edited to add
well nevermind. my sister is now taking someone else to the show. whom she had originally promised i guess. oh well.
"The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?"
Sometimes it's just diner goodbyes
and I keep crying, sobbing, speechless.
Here's to drowning one's sorrows away
to cigarettes and coffee [cancer and caffiene]
Cheers to nights spent while having unconscious days
to hangovers and heartache; heartbreak
And I'm wreckless with others
paper cut broken hearts trailing me
behind me. i'm guiding, selfish
Sometimes it's in unconventional introductions
not looking, and found what i needed
Here's to talking nights away
to hours passed without noticing
Cheers to the time we've made our own
to inside jokes and secrets shared; trusting.
And i'm lost in all of this
scared of what might happen next
And sometimes... most of the time
I'm the one to ruin it.
It's all in diner goodbyes
**********************************
dilemna
i need to talk to mercie asap. we're going to philly tomorrow. there's an sg party that night. but i just found out my sister bought me a ticket to FATA at the TLA.
mind you i'd normally miss out on a show. but this is FATA. i drool for them... oh yeah and for their drummer. tee hee. ANYWHO i hate being in predicaments like this.
my news
been sleeping a lot lately. this weather makes me feel very old, very tired, and i feel a lot of pain. so i just sleep it away. i slept for 14 hours from last night until this morning. that is no good. i tried to get myself out of bed to talk to Jeff. but that did not happen.
i have physical therapy today then tonight, you guess it! kamikaze karaoke at fraziers off the ave.
be there it's sooo much fun!
so anywho ami k. if you read this before i get ahold of you call a bitch up!
p.s. you're never going to find it if you're looking for it won't come your way
edited to add
well nevermind. my sister is now taking someone else to the show. whom she had originally promised i guess. oh well.
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Everyone must work.
Yes, it is: "I the Lord test the mind and search the heart, to give to all according to their ways, according to the fruit of their doings."
-Jeremiah 17:10
I sorta wanna write an answer-poem (with some of my own "stuff" that's already whirling about in my head), but I'm out of time, gots ta go... (perhaps later)