starry_eyed

dearest irony,

this is the first time i write to you. i find myself in a lost and desolate place. never and forever never responded to my correspondance. so i choose you this time around to vent to.

have you noticed he doesn't even know i exist anymore? which is fine with me. life is easier that way i suppose.

then i met him and i thought life would be so simple. all i would have to do is smile and be happy. why is it fading? thought it's not fading. i just don't want to lose it. i'm hunting for options. ogling my multiple choice dilemnas.

he apologized to me. now's not the time for any of this.

i blame this on you irony. the reason i am up late and have so much on my mind. damn you for your teases and troubles.

i never opt for the right directions. i have a trail of broken hearts and it's your fault.

i've lived this year as though it was my last. and i still miss something. not a neccessity, but something that i've been void of for a lifetime.

disappear irony. i need compassion now in your place.

sincerely yours,
a starry eyed girl that's fading out