my webcam= the suck
thank you to MercieGentlemanCaller and BodyBagRomance for your wonderful help today. remember it hasn't made hole 1 yet why the fuck would i let hole 2 be touched. or something like that........ haha. dinner conversation was fun.
spent a few hours at the good ole denny's tonight having political discussions, book, movie, etc. remind me never to get into another politcal debate with a severe right wing elitist. k thx.
talked to a drunky justin tonight that was fun. depending on the outcome of the wrokman's comp doctor's appointment in a few hours i think i might go visit him today. last time i was up there i read the da vinci code by dan brown. well i just so happen to have angels and demons by dan brown now. and i need a good reading session.... hmm road trip plan check. haha
so my lovely sister still isn't home. after being denied entrance to the show at the ottobar. she ventured back out. bah.
lethargic and fading
it's everything i never said
or maybe it's because i've said it all
always giving one more time and one more try
and i'm tired of giving, and i'm tired of not sleeping
firecracker fantasies and drink induced dreams
comfort for once and gone in a heartbeat
all i wanted to do was hate you and let go
and i never can. the viscious cycle and i won't let it start again
i'm starry eyed and hopeless
i'm heartbroken and still adding to my emotional debts
and i get so lost in the thoughts of understanding
i'm just lost in general. with a constant that kills me
i've said i was done before. i say it again.
giving another try to getting over
cuz i'm tired of sipping on starlit nights
and i'm tired of wishing and i'm tired of dreaming
i'm tired of late nights and lost hopes
i'm tired of let downs and what tomorrow will bring
i want to sleep the memories away
and i want to throw them away like i've been thrown before
tossed away and taken for granted
what goes around comes around and i deserve this
i'm still paying my dues from years ago
how many more payments until i'm acceptable.
laying bricks and building walls
i'm disappearing. slowly fading into what i'm always thought of as
second best and nothing
*"ashes are dropping onto the sullied glass. impressionable and unstable. words and thoughts marring safe havens. there's no rest for the weary and i'm past due insomnia."
*"coffee kisses and speaking in cigarette tongues
nights lead into mornings and sleep rarely comes"
did i forget to mention i have to leave for my doctor's appointment in 4 hours?
thank you to MercieGentlemanCaller and BodyBagRomance for your wonderful help today. remember it hasn't made hole 1 yet why the fuck would i let hole 2 be touched. or something like that........ haha. dinner conversation was fun.
spent a few hours at the good ole denny's tonight having political discussions, book, movie, etc. remind me never to get into another politcal debate with a severe right wing elitist. k thx.
talked to a drunky justin tonight that was fun. depending on the outcome of the wrokman's comp doctor's appointment in a few hours i think i might go visit him today. last time i was up there i read the da vinci code by dan brown. well i just so happen to have angels and demons by dan brown now. and i need a good reading session.... hmm road trip plan check. haha
so my lovely sister still isn't home. after being denied entrance to the show at the ottobar. she ventured back out. bah.
lethargic and fading
it's everything i never said
or maybe it's because i've said it all
always giving one more time and one more try
and i'm tired of giving, and i'm tired of not sleeping
firecracker fantasies and drink induced dreams
comfort for once and gone in a heartbeat
all i wanted to do was hate you and let go
and i never can. the viscious cycle and i won't let it start again
i'm starry eyed and hopeless
i'm heartbroken and still adding to my emotional debts
and i get so lost in the thoughts of understanding
i'm just lost in general. with a constant that kills me
i've said i was done before. i say it again.
giving another try to getting over
cuz i'm tired of sipping on starlit nights
and i'm tired of wishing and i'm tired of dreaming
i'm tired of late nights and lost hopes
i'm tired of let downs and what tomorrow will bring
i want to sleep the memories away
and i want to throw them away like i've been thrown before
tossed away and taken for granted
what goes around comes around and i deserve this
i'm still paying my dues from years ago
how many more payments until i'm acceptable.
laying bricks and building walls
i'm disappearing. slowly fading into what i'm always thought of as
second best and nothing
*"ashes are dropping onto the sullied glass. impressionable and unstable. words and thoughts marring safe havens. there's no rest for the weary and i'm past due insomnia."
*"coffee kisses and speaking in cigarette tongues
nights lead into mornings and sleep rarely comes"
did i forget to mention i have to leave for my doctor's appointment in 4 hours?
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mercie:
You love this game, especially since i am the one instigating it. MUAHAHA
shitricky:
Dennys making other people happy makes me happy...maybe I should add that to my profile....