Ugghh man.. im tired of feeling lost and like shit. Having the desire to create but not doing it. Falling into the same patterns i know wont get better unless I <-- change it. (deff of insanity!) And just feeling awful all the time. This stupid game i wont give up on but know i should still is a huge issue. its a GAME. a game shouldn't make my life shit. god damn.
I see how ive changed and i dont like it. :S
I need to take more pics of my new tattoo. its just so beautiful :)
Feel a deep need to feel more grounded and in tune with MYSELF. It's such a shit feeling when you feel separate from who you are.
Anyhow. need to spend more time on SG too. <3 x <3