Well lets see what i can say. First of all autumn is here which is my favourite time of year and i finally feel happy about the weather. I've been making small improvements to my life in general. Art being one of them. Taking a bit of a different direction (will post photos below).... Struggles continue and even though i know thats life- these struggles have been going on far too long and i've been ignoring them when i know what needs to be done. So with a lot of thought and trying hard to follow what my heart tells me... i hope to be in the RIGHT spot soon.
I'm finding a lot of my "problems" are with myself though. With loving myself, accepting myself... my inner child seems to be yelling out for some sort of help. I feel like a lot of what i do is because i am searching deep within to fill a void that seems to be empty. Attention? Love? Self acceptance? fear? Im not 100% sure but i know it doesn't feel right.
Im very lucky i have a great boyfriend by my side though, because im pretty sure without him i'd be much worse off. That's a whole other story- the person he is, is just amazing <3
Yet i still feel unloved? Something needs attention......
Anyway. Still seeing my niece when i can. I adore that little girl so much! She's 6. She's such a sweet,smart,magical amazing little girl. I can't believe how fast they grow up. Damn. Time moves so fast. And the older i get,the more i notice this. Which is why its urgent to live IN THE MOMENT and ENJOY LIFE. I say this but i don't do it. I NEED TO DO ITTTTTTTTTT.......
We haven't gotten GTA.V yet. But we will. I've seen amazing things about it. I'm feeling the itch for a tattoo. Seems to happen in the fall for some reason.
There's a band im really loving lately. especially when i draw/paint - "blueneck" ^-^
And then there's some new pics -
NEW ART
In progress:
Thats all for now. I love you guys and hope you are all well
XXX
I'm finding a lot of my "problems" are with myself though. With loving myself, accepting myself... my inner child seems to be yelling out for some sort of help. I feel like a lot of what i do is because i am searching deep within to fill a void that seems to be empty. Attention? Love? Self acceptance? fear? Im not 100% sure but i know it doesn't feel right.
Im very lucky i have a great boyfriend by my side though, because im pretty sure without him i'd be much worse off. That's a whole other story- the person he is, is just amazing <3
Yet i still feel unloved? Something needs attention......
Anyway. Still seeing my niece when i can. I adore that little girl so much! She's 6. She's such a sweet,smart,magical amazing little girl. I can't believe how fast they grow up. Damn. Time moves so fast. And the older i get,the more i notice this. Which is why its urgent to live IN THE MOMENT and ENJOY LIFE. I say this but i don't do it. I NEED TO DO ITTTTTTTTTT.......
We haven't gotten GTA.V yet. But we will. I've seen amazing things about it. I'm feeling the itch for a tattoo. Seems to happen in the fall for some reason.
There's a band im really loving lately. especially when i draw/paint - "blueneck" ^-^
And then there's some new pics -
NEW ART
In progress:
Thats all for now. I love you guys and hope you are all well
XXX
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I haven't gotten GTA V yet too, but the more I see people talking about it, the more it makes me want to get it, haha.
Any ideas for that tattoo you wanna get?
That's lovely about your niece,I do wish I had one that age and enjoy the game when you get it and hope you do get a new tattoo...love the pictures too...cool T-Shirt and you are a very talented artist too