starla1835

Man, it has been forever since I put anything up on here. I had to start night shift again, and when that happens my life goes to shit. I am looking for a new job so I won't have to do nights; some people can do it, I can't. I finally got back together with my last b/f, we were only apart a short while due to my stupidity; I told you; I start nights, my whole mind gets fucked up and I get depressed! I am lucky he was still willing to try again. I always said he was my soul mate, and I guess that is why everything came back together so naturally. He moved back in, and our plans for marriage and building a new house are back on track! I truly feel lucky to have him, and he makes everything seem better. I love him with all my heart. Also, my dad was in a bad accident, and almost died--it was such a bad time for me. I am daddy's girl, and am so close to my mom. He had to be flown from the scene and was defibrillated (shocked) twice in the helicopter. I was like, "Dad, you know what your heart was doing for you to need that kind of treatment...??" Scary. Well, I am thankful to God that he is home and ok, well, he is ok considering, and that I have my [future] husband back. Hope everyone else is doing well.