starla1835

Boy did I fuck up today; ate too many calories...fuck! Oh well, a long workout will ofset it. I work out 6 days a week, but I still eat horribly. Unfortunately I really don't have much to say; I have no life these days. I have not seen the inside of a club in months, and I miss it! I look forward to the gym and the park [ for jogging] now a days. I think I have decided I won't get married; I don't think it is for me. Plus, I will NEVER have kids, so hey. I just like to do what I want, when I want, and being married, you can't do that. Plus, I seem to get sick of people easily; maybe it is just the people I deal with. The relationship I had the most trouble with was the most passionate in every way; fighting one minute, making up the next, and lasted the longest, maybe I need the drama? Well, I start back on night shift this week...let's see how shitty it makes me feel again! I have done nights for years, and I still think you never truly get used to it. But then again you never get used to nursing either. Well, time to go to bed; I have 2 more days of day shift work.