Monday May 15, 2006

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Boy did I fuck up today; ate too many calories...fuck! Oh well, a long workout will ofset it. I work out 6 days a week, but I still eat horribly. Unfortunately I really don't have much to say; I have no life these days. I have not seen the inside of a club in months, and I miss it! I look forward to the gym and the park [ for jogging] now a days. I think I have decided I won't get married; I don't think it is for me. Plus, I will NEVER have kids, so hey. I just like to do what I want, when I want, and being married, you can't do that. Plus, I seem to get sick of people easily; maybe it is just the people I deal with. The relationship I had the most trouble with was the most passionate in every way; fighting one minute, making up the next, and lasted the longest, maybe I need the drama? Well, I start back on night shift this week...let's see how shitty it makes me feel again! I have done nights for years, and I still think you never truly get used to it. But then again you never get used to nursing either. Well, time to go to bed; I have 2 more days of day shift work.
dr_pwnage:
Yeah, there is definitely something about the drama that keeps you coming back; that's for sure. It's pretty retarded. It gets real interesting when you finally get to the point where you think that the sex isn't really worth the drama-llama. Fight, fight, slam doors, get bitched at, cry, then have sex for three hours two days later.

Forget it. Ritualized masturbation that lasts for two hours is the answer. And Japanese pornography.

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