What have I learned? You can't wait and let things get better before you start going out into the world. I was waiting til I got things paid off and was ready to take some steps forward in life, nice, safe, secure. Well now I am more fucked then before, and I am no where in my life.
Oh and my Girlfriend is breaking up...
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Oh and my Girlfriend is breaking up...
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God I want my Girlfriend so bad right now.... I know she is gonna say we are over next sunday and there will be nothing I can do about it. It sucks soooooo much.
Wow.... I fell way to hard and way to fast. I should not feel like I need to be around her after I have had a bad day and it shouldn't make me this angry that I don't get to see her tonight.
Fuck having blue balls. That is all.
abbiss:
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starkofdoom:
Excuse some of the crude language, but I figured this would be the best way to explain it:
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Blue+Balls
My Girlfriend decided to get a little revenge on me this morning because I was tickling her.
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Blue+Balls
My Girlfriend decided to get a little revenge on me this morning because I was tickling her.
FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW HAPPY I AM !!!!! 
I am so happy!! It's not just because I am falling in love either, I mean I don't discount that, but I am making the choice to be happy and make my life move along It is so... refreshing and exhilirating.
Yay, I am now registered for spring semester:
Psych 101 - Intro to Psychology - This one is gonna be cake
Philosophy 201 - History of Ancient Philosophy - This is my fun class... yeah.... I am a nerd.
English 102 - First Year Comp - This is gonna be a LOT of work.
Life is good, yay
Psych 101 - Intro to Psychology - This one is gonna be cake
Philosophy 201 - History of Ancient Philosophy - This is my fun class... yeah.... I am a nerd.
English 102 - First Year Comp - This is gonna be a LOT of work.
Life is good, yay
So it has been awhile since I have updated... not that anyone will probably read this, but it is kinda nice to be able to write whats on my mind and what has been going on.
First, life in general. School is almost over, it was a pretty bad semester for me, dropped two classes, and not sure how good I am doing in the...
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First, life in general. School is almost over, it was a pretty bad semester for me, dropped two classes, and not sure how good I am doing in the...
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churtch:
Thank you so much for the set comment!!! Loves 
Bleh, progress is awesome, but not having certain pleasures in life such as another person that cares about you or the option to have a physical relationship with someone... It makes it wonder if it's even worth trying to make my life better.
Life is going ok. Doesn't seem like it should be, but it is. My best friend... I guess that title doesn't apply anymore really, ashley will not respond to me at all. Don't know why, at this point don't care. If she wants me in her life it's gonna have to be her choice. I still love her and want nothing but good for her,...
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