starkofdoom

So, I kinda wanna get some thoughts out of my head. I am obsessed with love and am majoring in philosophy, so this is where this stems from.

True love and successful relationships I think should be based on one thing. I take this from the Kantian view of ethics and the formula of the end in itself. Love and a relationship should be based...
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Fuck being emo.

Ugh, I hate working with my friend sometimes. He got promoted to tier two support and I am in tier one, mainly because I don't want to move up and didn't go for a higher position, anyway he has this issue with people shifting work onto him and we got into a yelling match today because he pretty much ignored a mistake that I escalated...
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So two things I wish to ruminate upon,

First is how much I hate how bands only put their new stuff for streaming on their site. I think it sucks because you can listen to something, not like it and never listen to that band again. I am peeved at this because I recently got into Rilo Kiley, however this is the second time I...
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So I am currently in love with Rilo Kileys music. I am gonna let my obsession with it play out and then maybe try to listen to Jenny Lewis's solo stuff.

Move is completed, new place isn't bad, it's a ways away from everything I am used to and I don't like learning a new area, but it's ok.

Life is kinda tough right now though. I am still going through bullshit with.... no I am not gonna call her my ex, we were in love with each other but only really together for about a...
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Well I am in the process of moving.... I thought it would be simple for me. However I find that I am having an extremely difficult time bringing myself to move my stuff to the new place.... I am making dumb excuses to postpone the process. I think it's because this room has been such a big part of my memories. I found love in...
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I went to a bar/club the other night, which isn't a normal activity for me. Ever since I have been doing E though I have been interested in dancing, and while I was there I was much more active in the booth I was sitting in, I wasn't stiff and I really got into the music, but I can't bring myself to dance. Hehe I...
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And the hits keep coming. We had to put down one of our family dogs, he was old, but not so old that he needed to be put down. He got in a fight with another dog and he got hurt to the point that we had to put him down because he wouldn't be able to take the surgery. Not to mention there is...
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Fuck being happy. Fuck smiling. Welcome back depression and pain. Goodbye hope and my future.